i always feel like somebody's watchin' me

I am so hating work more now than ever.

It drains me of

my confidence,

my energy,

my will to be kind to people,

my need to be social outside work,

my will to do anything once I get home.

Ugh.

I am so damn tired.

I feel so drained right now.

And pissed off.

All the damn time.

total bullshit August 18, 2004